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Did Khloe Kardashian Finally Reveal Her Baby Boys Name During The Kardashians Season 3 Premiere

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Khloé Kardashianis getting candid about her struggles after welcoming sonTatumvia surrogate.

On the latest episode ofThe Kardashiansseason 3, the new mom of two, 38, opens up about her experiences with the newborn while talking to momKris Jenner.

“Compare it to True and him, it’s a different experience,” Kardashian admits. “The connection … took days with True. With him, it’s taking months and we still don’t have a complete bond.”

She admits to feeling guilty about her struggles and said she questions “why isn’t it the same?"

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“I don’t treat him differently, just question myself sometimes,” Kardashian clarifies.

The momager reassures her middle daughter, calling her “mother of the year” and praising her as the “most attentive person to all of us.”

In her confessional, the mom of two says she wishes, “I wasn’t so critical of myself.”

“I’m very kind to everyone else, I’m just not very kind to myself. But being a mom is truly one of the most magical experiences ever.”

In the season 3 premiere ofThe Kardashians, Kardashian first admitted that relying on a surrogate to welcome her sonTatumwithTristan Thompsonwas “hard for me” while chatting with sisterKim KardashianandScott Disick.

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“It’s a mindf—. It’s really the weirdest thing,” Khloé said.

Kim notes it’s easier for some people to connect with babies after surrogacy than others, with Khloé admitting she was having a hard time, adding, “Kim said hers was easy, and this is not easy.”

Last summer, a source told PEOPLE that Kim encouraged the Good American co-founder to pursue surrogacy after welcoming her younger two children,Psalm, 4, andChicago, 5, via surrogacy after experiencing complications in her pregnancies withSaint, 7, andNorth, 9.

Khloé Kardashian and son Tatum.Khloe Kardashian Instagram

Khloe Kardashian with her son

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“Khloé tried to get pregnant for a while. When this didn’t work out, they decided to explore other options. Kim supported and encouraged Khloe to find a surrogate,” the source said at the time.

The insider said that Khloé was “elated” to learn her surrogate was pregnant in December, but the situation became “bittersweet” when she discovered the NBA player fathered a child withMaralee Nicholsduring their romantic relationship. Khloé and Thompson had been in an on-again, off-again relationship since 2016 and welcomed daughter True in 2018.

Thompson is also dad to son Theo, 16 months, with Nichols, and Prince, 6, with his ex-girlfriend, modelJordan Craig.

Season 3 ofThe Kardashiansis now streaming on Hulu.

source: people.com